Monday, December 05, 2016
Sunday, December 04, 2016
So after coming home from Portland, I wrote out "instructions for when I'm gone" which listed which songs I wanted played at my funeral and who could be in charge of my digital footprint, the flowers, the artsy/craftsy element. But I think you know what, just fuck it.
Nobody will come anyway.
Just throw my body in a lake and weigh me down.
This is what happens to my mood when I have allergies so bad I can't work out in three days.
409 friends on Facebook and not a single fucking friend to call when I miss my best friend so bad I just want to crawl into a deep, dark hole and cry.
I MISS MY BEST FRIEND!!!!
Tuesday, November 08, 2016
Monday, October 31, 2016
Summar passed on Friday afternoon, October 28th. I was shocked at how painful it was to hear the news, given that she had been on hospice for nearly six weeks and I knew that awful, awful call was coming. It didn’t matter one single bit that I knew it was coming; the pain and the hurt didn’t care one iota. I STILL wasn’t prepared. The pain was PHYSICAL for me. I felt as if my guts were being ripped out from my being.
Summar Breeze Ruelle with Pascal Ruelle.
October 28 at 8:40pm · Beaverton, OR ·
Today's update is one I never wanted to make. Summar Breeze took her last breath and is finally at peace and pain free. She is loved by so many and will truly be missed. There's so much more I want to write but have no words as the Love of my Life and mother of our two amazing children was taken to soon. A Celebration of Life date will be shared soon